Saturday, December 18, 2010
Dutch Master Blunts Wholesale Ups
on days like this I would need to live on the moon, or simply away from this house, but mainly those who live there.
beautiful little has happened within these walls, if ever anything good really.
the snow, that yesterday I had appeared in all its magic, now it irritates me. I find myself hating it. this snow that stops me away from you, you've become my home from the first day, before all this.
there are days when I would run away as fast as possible, to run until the wind and let me leave it all behind this.
other days when I think instead it will pass, that anything will change, but then there are days like this when I realize that nothing will change, that some people do not change and never will, it is useless to hope. and then I want to close my eyes and hope not to reopen them.
then I realize how stupid I am to think so, how much time he wasted chasing the dream of something that will never, and then going down in tears as they could, pulling them back over and over again until almost burst into tears on the phone with you, begging to come here to me. and I realize how all this is selfish on my part but I need something to believe to get out.
must be something better out there.
Friday, December 17, 2010
Free Simple Room Renters Agreement
there is total silence outside my window. it does not snow more than two hours and what remains are more than eight inches of snow in my garden, mixed with a childlike happiness which has taken possession of me from eleven this morning.
the dog seems to have gone mad, yells like a madman to be escorted out and run, run, run in the snow. but I wish you were here with me. Hand in hand, walk slowly while small snowflakes we cover their hair, nose, clothes. and then I would stand in the belly upwards, and feel like an idiot three hours to make the angel.
the truth is that I feel I do not stay fully enjoying anything, as if I can not live fully anything that happens to me. and the bad thing is that now I can finally be happy, always be myself, I feel that all escapes me out of the hands, you just crumble the finger extension.
will be taken by the university that I am too, but this bad feeling the snow could not cover even a bit '. I
snowed here more often. I would like to fully enjoy one of the things I love most. I wish you could enjoy it without fear. I feel happier, I would be closer.
understand, understand.
in the meantime, let me wake up tomorrow with a white blanket over all the roofs. I need something to distract me a little 'with strange thoughts that spin around in my head.
let it snow!
Friday, December 10, 2010
What's The Best Goth Birthday Song?
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