not get there because there must be a way to understand this set of emotions that I writhe in the stomach non-stop for days. Must surely be the proper way to give to all those who look at me and shake their heads, bored by my being perpetually smiling, whatever happens. Bored by the serenity of this fund now that it does not go more than arrived. How do I explain the flood of feelings that I feel inside?
I feel as if everything had suddenly taken the right direction, as if everything the pieces of a puzzle they had gone in the exact site where they would go. As if it was more bearable now, I hardly touched.
I make four, sometimes five, with him several times a week. Study day, untangle me from continuing examinations, poised more than ever. Yet there is no fatigue, even a few crumbs of sleep. I have so much energy that I spend the little free time between exams-he-friends-study writing, and suddenly thousands of ideas emerge in the mind, in different ways, in the most absurd. And then just on the hands, on pieces of paper that I happened between her fingers, on the draft examination of French. I'm so full of ideas and thoughts that night I struggle to remove the head, even sleep is simple.
problems if they are not gone, they are always there, waiting to be solved. But for now I leave them where they are, waiting for it to melt a little 'alone, over time. I do not want to tackle head on some issues, yet too bad, it hurts even talk about it. Just thinking about it I feel the tears stinging the corners of the eyes, and a bit slow burn '. So perhaps it is better that you leave them there, because increased rather than decrease, more people are willing to express their feelings about our history. And all
I can ask is why? Why can not you just be happy?
Why not go well I, that's what they think.
But I'm not them that are reflected in her eyes. They are not without any word that they feel what he feels. Why do I feel
. And it is the first time in my life that I do not need no speech for those who know what I hear next.
So I do not understand why, here.
It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart
without Saying a word.
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