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no matter what.

I heard the sound of silence.
was the only sound I heard around me immediately, while a certainty after the other sank to unknown shores.
I saw my fairy tale turned into a nightmare.
with tears in his eyes and trembling hands I stared at the desktop where there is a picture of us, smiling and full of love to a party at a friend's house.
I felt the need to take it out of there. immediately. immediately. instantly.
hurt too much to see his eyes. looking in my eyes that had set out a promise, lying. those eyes that no longer recognizes.
I cried for hours until I faint.
with the impact of vomiting for a fact I discovered little by little. a reality that sucks, too much to think that we could find him near.
I cried, I do not know what.
even today, in retrospect. I cried so much to finish them in tears.
then I went to sleep. with several questions in my head but mostly full of doubts that I ever had.
gentle, between a tear and the other in the dark staring at the ceiling. sigh broke every heart beat. a cold in the chest, stomach twinges. each breath, a sharp pain in my heart.
to a question, one that scared me more, I found the answer this afternoon, peering the reactions of his eyes.
I can trust, yes. I put my life in very good hands.
messy hands, who have hidden more than dobuto, who have lied to do so knowing that they know instead of having just denied confessing. but still I love the man's hands, and I want next.
no matter what.